Cameron
Hi mama. I haven’t worked up the courage to visit your grave since we laid you to rest. I think if I go then it will really sink in. I want to say thank you for always loving me and being my number one supporter no matter what. It didn’t matter if it was crappy job or some dumb idea I came up with you always cheered for me.. waking up everyday without you seems like an impossible task but I know you wouldn’t want me to quit and so I’ll try.. Thank you for allowing me to take care of you in your final days. I’ll love you forever , my heart breaks a little more everyday but i believe that I’ll see you again.. The car rides seem a little more lonely than usual and movie night doesn’t feel the same. I play your voicemails just to hear you tell me you love me. I’d give anything in this world to get one more car ride or a hug or just to hear a joke from you. I know you got the best seat in the house now so you can watch over us. Continue to get your rest and thank you for being and incredibly strong woman and mother. I get my strength from you.. until we meet again. You’re my best friend .I love you so much.