Hey dad, I’m going to really miss you. This is your first child your first born son Martez I wish that I can enjoy more time with you because I didn’t really have you in my life as I was coming up at the same time I really enjoy the times that we shared. We chilled out. We hung out you came to my wedding came to my birthday party. We went to the mall got some stuff. We did a lot of things over these couple years and that eliminate all the years that I was crying wishing you was there as I was coming up, wishing you was in my life the whole time , I would never be jealous of my brother because you was in their life the whole time so I’m grateful that you was a father to them full-time father they got a chance to see you as they grew up to be grown men even my stepsisters get a chance to share memories with you that is great. I have six kids and a beautiful wife two boys and four girls your grandbabies they going to miss you and now I am a granddaddy because my son just had his first child a little boy and the crazy part about that is my grandson was born the same night you passed away it crazy how that played out but dang dad, I’m really I’m gonna miss you. I can’t stop crying because I think about you all this time. I’ve been thinking about you all my life these past couple years you gave me a lot of knowledge and wisdom, and I’m a cherish every moment we have shared. I love my brother. I wish I had a relationship with them, you can only do so much when you keep telling them to call you. Try to get to know you or if you need anything let me know. I’m a phone call away, but I never get that call. I can only do so much reach out to them, but it takes two or three they might come around I have hope and faith in it but if it don’t happen then it’s all good. I’m a great person a beautiful respectful person. Good person to get to know I’m a leader. I have my own business now and I’m glad you saw that before you left. I’m really going to miss you Dad. I love you, my father may you rest in heaven.
